Me, My bed, and my iPhone

The sun is shining invitingly through the window and on my face. Awaken by the warm rays, I slowly opened my eyes and realized that it was just 7.30am in the morning. I couldnt resist the urge the standup but I couldn't. This is the first time I've been so ill that I couldn't even stand up properly, more to say walk or jump around. I give up my assignment and asked my groupmate to finish it off for me (with a certain amount to offer...) and get myself fed with those disgusting medicine. Yes, though I am not denying medication but they do taste fouly to me.

Then it begun, my whole day with myself on my bed with my iPhone to acompany. Its lucky that my mom decided to switch our Streamyx account into a better one with a wifi modem so that now I can online in my bedroom without much trouble. But the again, I feel like walking around but my body just feel so tired and wearoff. If I am not mistaken, this is the only time I've been so sick since my kindergarten era....

I am just so mad at myself and I decided to go clubbing later...Hahahhahahahhahahahah~!!!!!!! KILL ME WILL YA~~!!??



"Sometimes it cost us more to realize how important is someone to us. But I will never find out who that is..."

Just blogging...

Wow, just as I thought that I would go and hang all the washed clothes (a favor for my mom) and then in a split second it starts raining...

It doesn't matters, it doesnt seems like the haze is going to get any better, the weather is as schorching as ever and the visions are getting lousier not because my eye sight is getting worse but the air is covered by thick smokes...

PC Fair is going to end today, hoping that my mom will indeed agree to buy a new printer, better still, a new laptop for my brother so that we can stay even with our own computers to do our own assignments and games...I think I better get going to finish up the houseworks......




"While lifes changes, a lot stays back and more comes ahead."

What the fuck...

The hell is this world going on? Why they want my spare tyres? Stupid theives...they got my tyres...got me into hard time with my parents...now they keep bugging me and shouting at me that I dont know how to take care my car...what the hell is that supposed to mean anyway? They steal my tyres and NOW I GOT INTO TROUBLE BECAUSE IT IS STOLEN???? Stupid Perodoa why design the stupid spare tyre outside the car? And who the hell keep buying second hand tyres from drug addicts? FUCK THEM!

One kind...

I guess sometimes trying to explain your stands doesn't even help out much. When it comes to this stage, I guess leave it is better to try, at least it wont worsen the situation much......




"Its not like I never tried, but I guess sometimes the truth is always being covered by the scene that the eyes captured..."

Something funny...

6.00a.m.

Woke up early in the morning, to say I woke up I would rather say I am being awakened by my brother. My mom had this "briliante" idea of her's sudenly saying that I can send my brother to the LRT station since I am going to school in the morning too. Hey, its 6.00a.m. in the morning and my class starts not earlier than 9.00a.m. today...

6.25a.m.

Now this might sounds crazy but actually right after I came back from the station (after dropping off my brother of course) I saw my neighbour running around on the streets. Yeah, no joke. They did run around the streets. Seemingly that they are chasing something that I can't see with my naked eye. And guess what, I ended up helping them chasing their pet rabbit...=.=


9.20a.m.

Now while saying that I had my rabbit chase in the morning (and it is very early in the morning for such excercise) is funny, this is even crazy. I am supposed to have replacement class today at 9.00a.m. but then my course rep came in at 9.15a.m. to tell us that our lecturer declare a day off today, too. And the reason is......



SHE HAD A STOMACHACHE......


Now thats crazy, and I felt everything that is happening up till now for today is funny and crazy. Maybe later I will have even funnier stuffs, oh well, who knows......

Something...

Oh I finally had time to go online, which most of my friends thought that I've been missing in action. Well, partially it is because I don't feel like sticking to the computer too often and hence let my sister use it (which she is on holiday by the way, so she did deserves to use the computer) and ofcourse, I've been unavailable since school starts (either too fond of the animation which bounds me from using MSN or really being dragged out or going for some time with my close friends).

I'd been having this strange feeling since the start of the new semester. I don't know what it is but I guess its just because those unusual stuffs that happened before this that is still singing their chorus in my mind whenever I am alone trying to figure out something. That doesn't bug me much though.

I guess sometimes I should've look at matters more specifically and clearly than I did before. Never judge things too fast. But I guess I wont be doing SOMETHING again again...



"Gathering thoughts is easier tell than having it done."

Unusual

Today is just a very bad day, or I rather call it funny day than bad. It is because everything happened today is just so unexpected (including 24th when I am typing this) as in Elene will call me on Sunday, which is one of the most busy day she will be having within 7 days in a week. And because I promised her that no matter what I am doing at the mo, that I will always oblige to her and then...I found myself in 1Utama. Not too shabby eh?

Apparently she don't feel so happy so I just acompanied her to whatever she wants to do until she feels like going home. It rained for a fine Sunday, yet another not so good things that happened. Got home, and starting from late night, I've been doing something stupid. I wonder why I did that? I just can't help but felt instantly that it isn't appropriate that way.

Ish, I ought to be shot. I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN! Where the hell did I get the thought of doing so? Why am I doing it? I knew it will end up that way. Done, settled. This is the second and the last time I will do it. No more.
Let it be then, my future will be as dark as it shall be from the day I was born in to this not so bright world.

I guess my faith last here and forver burried within my mind.