The leaving of a dearest friend

For a time like this, I think its not really a good idea to be talking something so saddening...well, at least its saddening to me...

All of them who are related to me, my families, my friends, my companions, or who ever, the one I most likely to say is that guy which I knew for decades (well just to brag..), from thinking he is this funny little guy (well he is tall actually, not little) and know him well enough to tell you that he is the best or maybe one of the best you can find on earth right now...

This friend of my, well lets call him DY here, he is the coolest friend I've ever had actually. He is kinda smart, sporting, funny, loaded but not showing off or being high on us and he is some what kind of matured.(right now of course, I'm not saying this since I knew him because we were still kids back then) We knew each other from basketball game, back then we are just merely ball mates (those you call when you can only met them strolling around the school but not talking and only come together when there is a ball game every Friday noon before class when we were in form 2...)

Soon enough we were going home together after school because I found out he just lives nearby, which is at the opposite street of my house, and was just 5 minutes walking distance. Then its just like fated that we were in the same class when we are in Form 4 and so we sat next to each other. Oh don't think that we didn't argue or have a fight, yeah we had some of those stupid fights (using our mouth of course, I never would wanna fight this karate black belt and the president of the karate club guy....) just to defend our opinions but in the end we just end up laughing at some new ideas coming out at that stupid moment hahahaha.....gosh I sure miss those days....

Back then was secondary, now we were uni students, he gets his A level and is ready to fly and accomplish his studies at Australia. In between our friendship some sort of gotten loose because some sort of reason ( I think its because of me but I don't wanna mention it here...) Well, thanks to his lovely and cute girl friend, which is a very "complicated in explaining our friendship thingy" girlfriend of his and friend of mine brought up a new spark in our friendship(which means we tend to get even closer that we already were because of her trying to ask everyone out every time they are planning on an outing just to show everyone that we aren't being left out just because they get together, which is a weird thing to do hahaha), a thousand thanks to her here...

Because of her, they always remembered me and ask me out and this really is a good thing and really kind of them to show me instead of telling me that I'm not being left out. And different from the others, which will always ditch their friends when they got hooked up or something....they always gather people around for movies and having fun together which is making everyone a strong bond with each other....

Thanks to DY here for all along his driving me here and there and always remember to ask me out and consider bout me when planning on something(although sometimes they over THOUGHT that I couldn't make it with them so they left me out sometimes but what ever....) and thanks for those advises and times to spend with a fool like me....thanks very much and I hereby wish you a good trip...ofcourse...when you are back be sure to find us, or at least your girl-friend(IF you didn't get a new one out there...hehehe)

Well this is a recent picture taken at Jogoya at 9th of June 2008

showing DY and his other half PY (lol both ends with Y)

A change of life style

It had been awhile since then, the day I've really blogged I mean...

Everything is going NOT, practically, as what other says, in a cycle. Mine for a reason, had a big change. I don't think its a bad idea afterall by having a brand new lifestyle since I'm no more than a couch potato at home before this. The biggest changes is that my dad had FINALLY got his license at April and started his LIMOUSINE driving. (yes, my dad is a taxi driver, a higher class one, but so what?) And yeah I finally had some allowance this year!! Hooray!!!

Not enough? I've started to join some activities, at least I tried to. Not bragging bout or anything but I hoped to have a some tiny (well, maybe not tiny since I never intented to join and clubs or societies since secondary) changes by spending my free time on something more worthy than playing online games or watching dramas at home. Well, for an add on, I've finally found a kinda good job as a receptionist in Ecoparadise (an Anti-Oxidant Health Spa Center, feel free to stop by anytime to try this out, it really helps improving your health!) and Im getting good pay as well!! (call Damson next month and you might be suprise that Im going to treat you for a meal or two hahaha...swt)

Hohoho, can you imagine Im also cooking dinners, doing the laundries, washing the dishes as well? These are never, NEVER my responsibilities in the past 10 years. Well, I felt that its time to learn more, to do more, and become someone that I should've been.(yeah, typical guys back in the 80's don't even know how to do laundries and can you imagine cooking dinners for your families? Unless you are a chef or cook or else it will be a women's job, no offense.) Well, I personally loves to cook some how so there isn't any problem with me cooking, but the other houseworks, I kinda hope that my siblings are going to offer themselves somehow in lightening my work loads...Lucky enough that since my workshifts are almost in the noon and my class starts at 8a.m. almost everyday and that forces them at least help to do the laundries,and housekeeping. Hehehehe.

Well, I certainly hoped that I can manage to give out sometime to join some society this sems or maybe next semester or what ever, my everyday working as a part-time receptionist are some sort of dragging me from joining any of them some how. Oh well, IF I can some how just find a slot to join them......

Yeah, I think I should stop here for this topic...see ya guys around (if really anyone reading my blog anyway) Good luck!!



"Gossip is the art of saying nothing in a way that is practically leaving nothing unsaid" - from don't know who already (shall find out again and repost his/her name here next time)

by the way. Damson is back~

Nervosa

SUNDAY!!!! But I really don't know what to write.

Right now my heart is beating fast, Im feeling nervous...for some reasons...
I dont know what to do now, Im going to panic! Heart attack!!! WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

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Better continue my nap, I dont think I can sleep well from now onwards...I've never been this nervous......

Damson Cursed Part II

I wasn't goin to UTAR at the moment...atleast I don't think I wanted to attend class for today....I wished to get myself clear....out of any troubles, which seems troubling because I can't even stop thinking bout that accident even a second...

The big mistake is really wearing me down...Im totally busted I think...unless...there is a hope that Im not convicted....or what so ever...hope everything is fine and back to normal...

One thing I've learn in this accident....NEVER NEGOTIATE WITH THE DRUNKENS....they are totally morron when they got those alcohol stucked up into their brains and asses....what ever....they just redundantly, repeatingly, continuously, talking bout the samething...I wonder how it feels like when you are drunked?? CRAZY MORRON!!

Sorry for getting rude here, I can't anyway to release my stress other than to "shout" literally into this blog....

I hope everything will be fine...continue my runaway from the reality before everything has and end to it.........



"Although running away from the problem isn't a good choice, sometimes people just can't help it but to hide from the reality..."

Damson Cursed Part I

It is really a bad day for me, or shall I say I never had any good days since concious...

Besides the upcomming results of the "erection" (by Shack), around 1.30a.m. Damson is driving down from Genting back to Kuala Lumpur and then BANG!!!!! The impact stronger than the big bang and the feeling was tremendously exciting...I've been banged from the back and HE WAS ACUSING ME THAT WAS MY FAULT! What the heck was it?? Damned life sucks all the time...

Fortunate enough, Damson's Kembara was some how stronger than that wicked Proton Wira, unfortunate enough Damson had made a bad decision after the accident. After long educated and experience how to handle a bad situation like this and I still made really bad mistakes when it happens on me. I think Im still not mature enough to handle such big problems, how can I get myself INTO such a trouble for my parents???? I really don't understand some how that is it really my fault to be like this...Im starting to confuse everything all together, stucked up very very very roughly.....

Its great to know Opposition had most of the big states and even out the power BN had all these years, sad to know, when come to my concious I had made a bad decision for my day. Sometimes, you really can't escape from the wrath of luck no matter its good or bad. I will be grounded I guess, so for if my parents wont ground me I would ground myself anyway. There is always consequences for decisions made.....

AND MY COMPUTER GOT INFECTED BY SOME KIND OF STUPID SPAM! ITS NOT A VIRUS, BUT I AFRAID IT WAS A WORM! LETS HOPE NOT!!!!!!!!

Felt weak, felt tired, felt hopeless at the moment but while typing there is an unfammiliar and strange feeling of relief...I think Im going crazy with myself...thats all for now....updating every moment when I can....ja na~



"Sometimes, you just can't avoid being caught in the middle to trouble and yet, you still have to accept that its your life..."

Damson Chronicles

Phewwwwww~~~~~

How long have it been? Few months already since I've blogged, and I think most of the regulars here ain't thinking I will be back no more....hahahahaha crapping crapping....

Its really hard to stuck 3 months stories into a single piece of blog, so shall I make it short? Ya I think I should. For the pass few months I've been missing in my blog, today shall be the free day I re-blog again and yet my mind was set blinded from everything...maybe its only my enthusiasm or what ever. Lifes been really crazy and wild out there, sometimes when you think that you are gaining, everything might as well just get back fired which just really hurting.

Once, most trusted and reliable companions might as well just bite you back later. Once I thought the company was good, it turns out we can't just judge anything by their covers. Having lots of problems around me and I think its not going to end. The best thing of all, Im always gaining experiences, always enjoy everything around, always felt hope and learn to give chances as well as grabbing them hahahaha.....

Well, Damson is just merely crapping here right now. I was trying to write something decent but I really can't think of something nice to write about....SO I think this shall be it for today, maybe next time I can have something better....ADIOS~!


"Life is not just what we are experiencing right now. The longer you live, the more your gain and understands the difficults and joy you can find in it. Be strong and have faith with your own living way."

Stealing free time...

Fuyah!! Long has passed and its already one month since working. Missed out alot of fun with friends but still, Im still as happy as ever as long as everyone is still here!

Phew, finally got sometime to have a break. Guess what, I've ben promoted to ATM (Assistant Team Manager)......this is surely a hard job...Im going to lose alot this month I guess. Spending time to train my teammates is sure a hard job....Oh no not really hahahaha, they are really good at it for a first timer, I guess they will be rich in a week or two hahahaha....

Well, since Im just stealing some free time I have from work to blog this so this shouldn't be a long one.....Just to say that Im really having fun doing this job and I never had such an enjoyable job before!!!! I love this job and I like everyone that is working together, I've learned alot that I couldn't learn in school....Aloha and Adios!!!!



"A problem is not a problem until you think it is a problem, if you don't solve the poblem then the problem will definately solve you. As a power of combine, you can beat through everything that is on your way, so don't lose anyone that is around you!"