Nervosa

SUNDAY!!!! But I really don't know what to write.

Right now my heart is beating fast, Im feeling nervous...for some reasons...
I dont know what to do now, Im going to panic! Heart attack!!! WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

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Better continue my nap, I dont think I can sleep well from now onwards...I've never been this nervous......

Damson Cursed Part II

I wasn't goin to UTAR at the moment...atleast I don't think I wanted to attend class for today....I wished to get myself clear....out of any troubles, which seems troubling because I can't even stop thinking bout that accident even a second...

The big mistake is really wearing me down...Im totally busted I think...unless...there is a hope that Im not convicted....or what so ever...hope everything is fine and back to normal...

One thing I've learn in this accident....NEVER NEGOTIATE WITH THE DRUNKENS....they are totally morron when they got those alcohol stucked up into their brains and asses....what ever....they just redundantly, repeatingly, continuously, talking bout the samething...I wonder how it feels like when you are drunked?? CRAZY MORRON!!

Sorry for getting rude here, I can't anyway to release my stress other than to "shout" literally into this blog....

I hope everything will be fine...continue my runaway from the reality before everything has and end to it.........



"Although running away from the problem isn't a good choice, sometimes people just can't help it but to hide from the reality..."

Damson Cursed Part I

It is really a bad day for me, or shall I say I never had any good days since concious...

Besides the upcomming results of the "erection" (by Shack), around 1.30a.m. Damson is driving down from Genting back to Kuala Lumpur and then BANG!!!!! The impact stronger than the big bang and the feeling was tremendously exciting...I've been banged from the back and HE WAS ACUSING ME THAT WAS MY FAULT! What the heck was it?? Damned life sucks all the time...

Fortunate enough, Damson's Kembara was some how stronger than that wicked Proton Wira, unfortunate enough Damson had made a bad decision after the accident. After long educated and experience how to handle a bad situation like this and I still made really bad mistakes when it happens on me. I think Im still not mature enough to handle such big problems, how can I get myself INTO such a trouble for my parents???? I really don't understand some how that is it really my fault to be like this...Im starting to confuse everything all together, stucked up very very very roughly.....

Its great to know Opposition had most of the big states and even out the power BN had all these years, sad to know, when come to my concious I had made a bad decision for my day. Sometimes, you really can't escape from the wrath of luck no matter its good or bad. I will be grounded I guess, so for if my parents wont ground me I would ground myself anyway. There is always consequences for decisions made.....

AND MY COMPUTER GOT INFECTED BY SOME KIND OF STUPID SPAM! ITS NOT A VIRUS, BUT I AFRAID IT WAS A WORM! LETS HOPE NOT!!!!!!!!

Felt weak, felt tired, felt hopeless at the moment but while typing there is an unfammiliar and strange feeling of relief...I think Im going crazy with myself...thats all for now....updating every moment when I can....ja na~



"Sometimes, you just can't avoid being caught in the middle to trouble and yet, you still have to accept that its your life..."

Damson Chronicles

Phewwwwww~~~~~

How long have it been? Few months already since I've blogged, and I think most of the regulars here ain't thinking I will be back no more....hahahahaha crapping crapping....

Its really hard to stuck 3 months stories into a single piece of blog, so shall I make it short? Ya I think I should. For the pass few months I've been missing in my blog, today shall be the free day I re-blog again and yet my mind was set blinded from everything...maybe its only my enthusiasm or what ever. Lifes been really crazy and wild out there, sometimes when you think that you are gaining, everything might as well just get back fired which just really hurting.

Once, most trusted and reliable companions might as well just bite you back later. Once I thought the company was good, it turns out we can't just judge anything by their covers. Having lots of problems around me and I think its not going to end. The best thing of all, Im always gaining experiences, always enjoy everything around, always felt hope and learn to give chances as well as grabbing them hahahaha.....

Well, Damson is just merely crapping here right now. I was trying to write something decent but I really can't think of something nice to write about....SO I think this shall be it for today, maybe next time I can have something better....ADIOS~!


"Life is not just what we are experiencing right now. The longer you live, the more your gain and understands the difficults and joy you can find in it. Be strong and have faith with your own living way."