Friday night, Saturday thinking...

Phew, finally get rid of the head breaking assignments (some of them). I felt lighter by now and wanted to write something. It's Friday night, and I had a tea/dinner time with 2 of my secondary classmates (actually one of them are UTAR student too) and had a nice chat with them. Well this makes me miss everyone even more...

Had a funny converse with KY just now and this makes me thinking is it that really hurts when someone close to you before this. but then changed the attitute towards you all of a sudden? Well, for me I would feel hurt and will confuse me with questions "why would became like this?" "Why all of a sudden they seemed not to recognize me?? Is it that they didn't see me here? Should I call upon them?" KY told me he was paralyzed by this act of abnormality. Maybe he had had enough of this and don't give a DA**n about it. But, for me I wouldn't like this to happen. Maybe someone know me out there would say that I always told them that I would not talk to them anymore or I would just ignore them forever, but then that was when once I was depressed about this relationship thing and now its all over...

Maybe what KY said was right afterall, its hard to maintain relationships between those who always been together and seen each other everyday. Its hard to keep in touch with each other in study life and we shall wait till when we went to the working stages in our life. Its nothing to argue about cause it was just another different perspective but I shall say that I hope even IF we didn't meet each other everyday, even if one of us were too busy but then it is worth some time to spend with your friend even just for a mere 10minutes on the phone or sms. For those who meet everyday then the bond in between shall be stronger shouldn't it?

By now I really felt dissapointed to some of the ex-classmates in secondary school. They dont even want to reply messeges. Unlikely to say they actually CHOOSE not to reply just because we don't see each other alot. Some say they were busy for the upcomming STPM exam but then there is still someone close that will sometimes, even at midnight, will send a simple goodnight messege to wish and tell me that they were good at the mean time. Time can proof everything and it proves who that is will really worth for you to sacrifice your time and to share your feelings and goodies together......




" Friendship is not a single-sided relationship. It shall be two-sided. One who willing to sacrifice their time just to litsen to your miserable encounter, ready to lend a helping hand whenver you needed, tells you about something happy and share the happiness together. are someone that is worth for you to do the same to them. Don't just open up your hand and take from others, be considerate and give something in return."