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Christmas is just around the corner, but I have no plans for this year's Christmas. It should be a lonely holiday though. Today I had my Pengajian Malaysia examination ended by suprise!!! Yeah, those essay tips our lecturer gave us are just useless. Everyone goes into the hall smiling and came out with a face of sorrow. The corridor was surrounded by grimly auras that you can just tell that there is no hopes around.



Later on I went back home, click on my browser and browse through some random blogs and felt that I should actually blog something even if I do not have anything to blog about these days. Days passes normally for me. Hmm, first thing to do for me should be reducing weight I think, having a bad time and lately I am dreaming alot as in, I can't wake up after I fall asleep. I wonder is it the tiredness of my mental and physical after everything I did on my daily life....

Came across a very funny blog that reminds me of something important. Have anyone ever met a situation where decision making is hard? Hard to choose between right and wrong? Hard to choose between to do or not to do? It is harsh, but to know, in reality we can't always decide something to do just because we want it to be done. Other consequences should be considered. Maybe when I decided to do something, it might affect everyone around me, or maybe I am going to lose something if I get something. This yin and yang effect is just so annoying. How come the way we live can't be decided by ourselves? Why we should consider alot if it was our own way of living?

To come back to my senses, we live because our parents gave us life. We should not only be grateful but be aware of their feelings too. Balance is something very hard to achieve, what we can do is to reach the balance in everything we do so that it wont do much damage to both sides when we had our decision making session in our lives. Big deal eh?



"When we can't decide on something, just let our heart decides which way to take. But be aware that the consequences made shall be what you can bare with your own. This is, when we can't deicide with our sane mind..."