Unusual

Today is just a very bad day, or I rather call it funny day than bad. It is because everything happened today is just so unexpected (including 24th when I am typing this) as in Elene will call me on Sunday, which is one of the most busy day she will be having within 7 days in a week. And because I promised her that no matter what I am doing at the mo, that I will always oblige to her and then...I found myself in 1Utama. Not too shabby eh?

Apparently she don't feel so happy so I just acompanied her to whatever she wants to do until she feels like going home. It rained for a fine Sunday, yet another not so good things that happened. Got home, and starting from late night, I've been doing something stupid. I wonder why I did that? I just can't help but felt instantly that it isn't appropriate that way.

Ish, I ought to be shot. I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN! Where the hell did I get the thought of doing so? Why am I doing it? I knew it will end up that way. Done, settled. This is the second and the last time I will do it. No more.
Let it be then, my future will be as dark as it shall be from the day I was born in to this not so bright world.

I guess my faith last here and forver burried within my mind.