The belated post

Oh gosh, christmast had just ended and I felt so darn tired today...

26th December 2008 -

8.30a.m. in the morning my mom knocked at my door and ask me to send my brother to clinic. I think I should be the one who is going to the clinic as my brother seems having better condition than me, at least the can speak louder and he doesn't seems sicked...like me...

24th December 2008 -


Today was a special day, my first time driving out station with my friends. Yeah! We went to Sungkai Felda Hotspring and Spa. Guess what, being the driver I had to wake up at 6a.m. and get ready to set off at seven. Thats very tiring since yesterday we were hanging out at DF's house till 1.30a.m. and I reached home at around two in the morning. But then the journey was quite fun despite I had to drive for 2 hours when we finally reached Sungkat hot spring. Yes! I knew the way to the hot spring and I can take others there anytime after this, another place to hang out hahaha. The entrance fee was quite cheap, for adults its only RM10 per person, so I guess everyone can afford to go...

We first went to a pool which doesn't seems very hot(this pool was man made, not natural hot spring) and they had the hot water flowing at the end of the pool. Since we are here for the HOTNESS (LOL), so we all stayed near to the end where the real hot spring water was flowing in to the pond. At first it is very hot and none of us can stand the heat, but after a while I started to sneeze (ah chuu~ swt?????!!!) and being laughed by my "comrades" swt.....

After an hour so, we want for the real hot spring ang guess what, THAT SPRING CAN COOK MY FEET IF I PUT MY LEG INTO IT FOR MORE THAN 20 MINUTES...Thats hot spring we are talking about...

Ofcourse, after hot spring we go for the other side which is the mountain water spring...swt...kinda funny to have both hot and cold spring together in 1 place...Oh ya, the place was called TRAP (Taman Rekreasi Air Panas).

Yes, its 2 oclock in the afternoon and we are heading back to KL. On the way home Kelvin called and ask for a tea time session with me so I had to send everyone home before meeting him which the time was already around 5p.m.

Aha, dinner time!!! After the tea session with Kelv (which only lasted for one hour because of KG which keep changing his plan for the day...) I (had to drive again) picked everyone up and went for Ampang Korean BBQ Steamboat restaurant and had our Christmas eve dinner there. Ok, I guess most of the peeps already knew this place so nothing much to talked about. After dinner we headed to KG's house (after passing through a big traffic which is giving me headache at that mo...driver...) So around 8 of us gathered in his house and played "who's the killer" until 12.30a.m......swt

25th December 2008 -

Its Christmas, I had to wake up at 6a.m. again today. I have to fetch everyone (9 person not including me) and head to Jing Wu stadium for a Christmas function. (invited by our beloved Madam Tan and her Family, and God bless them!) Ok, the function was kinda bored for us cause we had to litsen to the pastor and what they talked bout Christian and all stuff but its ok and we are anticipating for the up comming lunch!

Ok, the lunch was those typical chinese cuisine and it tasted normal and normal.WW left in the middle of the meal because he needed to get to work.And he is lost but finally walked back to the station and he is 20 minutes late. He sent a sms telling us that he will not trust "jesus" anymore because in the end he is lost when going to work, hahahaha. After lunch I had to sent every back home and in the end the few of us went to the usual cyber cafe and have a break before going for second round.

Everyone went home and have a nice rest, second round started at 7p.m. for some stupid reason and we finally made it to "ngau cheh shui", a place near Bangsar / Mont Kiara, I dont really know. The place was quite new and was full of peoples and we went to the famous FULLHOUSE but we waited for 1 hour to be seated. After dinner it was about 11.30p.m. and we went to 1Utama for Ip Man. The movie was quite nice and that is also the way I spend my Christmas for year 2008.


I wonder how will I spend my new year's eve and new year......

Magical / Beautiful

Ladies and Gentlemen, this is no joke, this is no philosophy, this is no crap, this is reality and please guys, be aware

Welcome again to Damson's Magical Show! Today I am going to show you guys the way to transform a :

Fuahh~!!!

into a:

hello lady! You free tonite?
No, this is not a joke, this is the real thingy! Man! Can you believe that?!!

Ok now, I will show you guys the steps how to "transform" step by step.

Step 1:

Let's see, ok this is the clean without touch up face. This is the getting ready step.

Step 2:

Ok, now after getting ready, you will need contact lenses that will enlarge your pupil and double-eye lids sticker and some glue.

Step 3:

Ok, now add in some moisture cream to keep your face healthy so that you can do lots of make up.

Step 4:

Foundation is important, it makes your skin tone more even, apply little amount of foundation at both side of your cheeks so to make your face looks longer and slimmer!

Step 5:

Here you need to use concealer so to cover up for all the flaws such as big eyebags, pimples, wrinkles and et cetera...

Step 7:

Now, to make your eyes looks better, add a natural fake eye lashes and draws a nice eye brow. Add mascara at the bottom eye-lash, in order to make both upper and lower eye lash even.

Step 8:

Add eye liner, longer eye-liners the better, make small eyes look not only bigger, but also longer as well. Add eye shadow. use one dark and one lighter colors to blend

Step 9:

In the end, use some lip gloss, blusher and style your dolly hair and...

TADA~!!!!!

You became an angel!!

MAN THAT WAS CRAZY~!!!

For you folks out there, beware that pretty faces is not everything you need for your girl friend! What is important ? Its the inner beauty, because with THIS! everyone can be pretty!!!

p/s : Kelvin if you read this, spread this entry please, hahahaa....

p/s .2: all the infos are from emails....

"Beautiness lies within the eyes of the beholder."

Another thoughts when I can't sleep

Its 1.34a.m. 14th December 2008 when I started to write this. I can't fall asleep and just finished an hour phone chat with my dear god-sister which is working at Singapore. Felt relieve to know she is still doing good even if there is alot happening around her. Unlike me, I am those who can't bare any stressful impact that crush down on me. I don't know, maybe I am so weak to handle stuffs when they came in a shock, or I just felt lonely and wanted to rely on somebody to release the tension.

After chatting with my god-sister, I really felt better and came to think that people do live in differently. and that differences makes them stronger or weaker. I came across a friend who said that life is 10% of what we make and 90% of how we take and I wonder. Maybe she is right, even how we contribute to our life to make it better, but almost everytime the outcome is different and really shocking that we can't really accept the truth until the end that we are forced to accept it. But the other way round, if we contribute everything in it, mostly we will expect that the outcome is what we needed and so the 90% of what we make and 10% of how we take is here~

Whether or not, we still can't control our life in the way we want so no matter how we still need to accept everything that happens and here borns the Damson today, haha. Yes, my way is don't do much so that you won't have high hopes and won't fall so hard when you climbed not too high enough to hurt yourself. But sometimes I will ask, is it that I am wrong to do so? Maybe I am wrong, in some way, but I will try to be tougher to face problems and obstructions. Self-conciousness. yes, I really do need that. And optimistic to be, I am so not that person.

But all of all, what did you can expect when you, belanded by all the means stuffs in a row? In just a week you can have more than 7 kinds of unlucky happened on you, and meanwhile you never, yes, NEVER had any wonderful lucks on you? Yeah, shamed on me to be a crybaby buy hey, I am just crying here ok? Hahaha. People say that when Gods wanna give something good to a person, he will first try him by giving him a lots of bad "TRAININGS" to see his commitment. Maybe I am being tested by HIM, or maybe not because I am not any followers of any religions, so, please just treat me normally (to HIM who may REALLY be reading this) T.T

Yada yada yada, enough of sad stuffs. Christmas is near, everyone should be happily shopping around (yeah, there are sales everywhere). And if you guys planning to go anywhere, IF ANYONE REALLY DOES READ THIS, please let me in because I am so BORED at home!!!! And to those who abandoned me, you guys are still my friend, in some sense and I WON'T TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU GUYS DID TO ME! And so, be happy for this comming holiday and hope to have good news from ya'll when the next semester comes! Ciao!





"Being rich is not everything, there is something you can't buy. The real millionaire is those who have a lots of friends and families gathered around him/her everyday to share his happiness or sadness. One are not happy even if they have a lots of fortune, because they can't share them. Yes, a millionaire is those who are really happy in heart, and I am not one of them."

BORED!!!

Bored bored bored bored~

Its just another boring day, no books to read, no dramas to watch, no games to play, no outing to hang with... Yeah, Damson is hanging on the edge of the cliff of lonesome... AHHhhhh~!!!!!!

Without a reason, I am back, but I have nothing to tell. So I am just randomly writing something here....I wish I have someone to talk with, crap with...So sad there is no one around, Damson is going to die like that soon.......

Untitled for title

Christmas is just around the corner, but I have no plans for this year's Christmas. It should be a lonely holiday though. Today I had my Pengajian Malaysia examination ended by suprise!!! Yeah, those essay tips our lecturer gave us are just useless. Everyone goes into the hall smiling and came out with a face of sorrow. The corridor was surrounded by grimly auras that you can just tell that there is no hopes around.



Later on I went back home, click on my browser and browse through some random blogs and felt that I should actually blog something even if I do not have anything to blog about these days. Days passes normally for me. Hmm, first thing to do for me should be reducing weight I think, having a bad time and lately I am dreaming alot as in, I can't wake up after I fall asleep. I wonder is it the tiredness of my mental and physical after everything I did on my daily life....

Came across a very funny blog that reminds me of something important. Have anyone ever met a situation where decision making is hard? Hard to choose between right and wrong? Hard to choose between to do or not to do? It is harsh, but to know, in reality we can't always decide something to do just because we want it to be done. Other consequences should be considered. Maybe when I decided to do something, it might affect everyone around me, or maybe I am going to lose something if I get something. This yin and yang effect is just so annoying. How come the way we live can't be decided by ourselves? Why we should consider alot if it was our own way of living?

To come back to my senses, we live because our parents gave us life. We should not only be grateful but be aware of their feelings too. Balance is something very hard to achieve, what we can do is to reach the balance in everything we do so that it wont do much damage to both sides when we had our decision making session in our lives. Big deal eh?



"When we can't decide on something, just let our heart decides which way to take. But be aware that the consequences made shall be what you can bare with your own. This is, when we can't deicide with our sane mind..."

Just some random craps

Whooooooohoooo...Its long enough for the exam weeks and study weeks to pass out. Its even a longer time for me to have a sudden mood for bloggin again, as in I had long long lost the habit of keep blogging because of my siblings have to use the computer and we almost had to fight for it and I almost everytime will get a midnight computing time...THATS HARSH!!

Well, thanks to my so called 'pet-sis' which I love her so much in the pass and not so much but still love her in the present, hahaha, not that kind of LOVE but is the brotherly love which she had started her own blog recently and had inspired me to write some when I have the free time.(since it is holiday for me so I think I wouldn't be having much problem blogging)

Since it is my holiday, and I had resign from my job at the spa center due to the inssuficient time for exams and assignments, I AM REALLY BORED AT HOME BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. And yes, nothing to do unless I do house keeping everyday and night and that is SO NOT MY STYLE as I am such a lazy person haha. Then I started to get interested in soccer which I had never get interested in before and found out that it was quite interesting actually. Looking at the odds and stuffs really inspired me to continue doing researches on each team to see whether they can win for this season's league or not. Another unexpected is that I actually had a very consistent meetings with one of my primary and secondary schoolmates which I never really had any chance to know her too well.

Starting from last Sunday till today, a total of 7 days we had almost about 6 days meeting each others which is unusual for me, normally no one will have the mood to go out with me more than 3 days, haha, or maybe 2. I might start to think something stupid afterwards so I might as well just stop meeting people that often so that I can cool myself down and have enough sleeps. Yes, I haven't have enough sleeps. Being a driver for my siblings is really tiring. Others can wake up at noon everyday while I must wake up at 6.30am so that I can send my brother to school. I actually hated to wake up that early but I have no other choice... And then I can't have my nap at 12 noon because it is time to send my sister to school again. AND I MUST PICK THEM UP AT 5.30pm, I HATE HARI RAYA PUASA AND PUASA MONTH because schools tends to end earlier than usual and it disrupt my sleeping time too for my holidays....

Ahhh, had nothing much to write for today so its just that right now....
Blog again real soon...


"Something I learned recently, do not be hasty so that you won't make any wrong decisions. It might be a minor matter but it will not be minor anymore if you made a major mistake."

I thought I hate it, but then I don't hate it that much, in the end it doesn't even matters anymore

Sometimes, there is something wrong in life. At first I thought it was just me, but the it really isn't just me, and then it doesn't really matters anymore. Its being a crazy year, for I thought I could just start a brand new life. Forgetting all the pass-tenses and bringing on together with me those happy memories, and even try to make some. But, how unfortunate it is that everything, or I should say nothing, is going with my plans. Yes, NOTHING is going according to what I've planned.

This is really disgusting, I've planned an outing and in the end I recieved calls saying no one can make it. Fine, I planned this I planned that, in the end it doesn't work out. I've planned to earn some cash for myself, in the end I ended up jobless. WHY? Because my so called good manager has reduced my working hours till so short until I can only cover my petrol expenses with my so little salary. It happens right after she hired a full-timer for work. Hah! Thats the way life is.

Even though I hate it, but then I only thought I hate it, in the end it really doesn't matter anymore because I've still gotta live on and continue what ever I should've continued. So no matter how miserable life is I still gotta make it merrier than ever.

30th August 2008 -
Yes, this is the Merdeka eve, so what? It supposed to be a good day, but today it is not a good day after 1.30p.m. It happens again something I've planned months before ended up being bailed. I felt so heart broken as in I've been fooled around not by my friends this time, but is by HIM. Who ever HE is, you're so bad playing with my life like how my sister played with her Barbies. Some say this is a part of your life, mistakes and failures always comes right before you did something correctly, when you succeeded. Ya right, it is supposed to be a part of my life, and your life, and everyone else's life. But it is some kinda 'over dosed'. It really brings me down till I have no mood at all to be hanging out again with my classmates or friends. Well, it depends on whom. However, or whatever, I felt that it is better not to plan anything or to participate in anything so that you wont feel bad about it when it is deviated on what you are supposed to do in the first place.

Is it supposed to be a part of life to be failing everything you get your hands on it? I felt bad to fail others, as like I can fulfill my promises. I hate it. But what can I do when I really have no other choices to be made? Yeah I have a choice, which is not to promise anything anymore, not to plan anything anymore, and not to participate anymore. I think this is the best idea I should follow in this mean time. It is not that I can't accept failures or what, but I've had enough of bad lucks in my lifes. I hate it when something I've planned doesn't even work out. It is so bad.

Well life is still gotta go on. I've gotta move on, even if I felt bad, no one will stop by and say they felt the same for me. They are just moving on. Everyone will move on. No one cares. This doesn't mean that humans are selfish or what, but it is a fact of life that everyone must think of themselves. It is their responsible. I understand it and I think it should be that way in a while.

Yeah yeah, I've talked bout nonsense too much this time. But what to do, I can't help it as the negative auras are still filling me up and splashing out of my mind all the while today, even after I get a good nice sleep yesterday, and today. I still can't forgive myself for being so unlucky, for being such a failure. I don't understand why everyone besides me are better than me. What's wrong with me anyway? Yeah, maybe this is the problem. I'm being too pesimistic, I can't think of something good, I'm always thinking negatives. That' why no girls are hooking up with me (haha), that's why I am such a failure, that's why I can never do things right.

Okay, I've gotta stop thinking bad now, atleast talk something good. But I can't think of something good at the moment so, I think I should stop here. Felt better after typing out, maybe I will have a better day tomorrow, or whatever that is going to come, I don't care anymore whether it is good or bad, because I've gone through them till I've fed up with it so, good night.


" No one is going to help you when you are not going to help youself. Why do you hate yourself? It is part of you, it is what makes you YOU. No one is the same, so if you do not like yourself, try to understand yourself more and make yourself better because this is the special you that is the only one which we can found."

Happy Birthday to Me....

Yikes.....I am older today~ Aging in the sense of appearance and age, but getting older doesn't meant that I am wiser or anything.

In fact, I've really really forgotten that I am having my big day today. I really realises it when I am awake and on my phone at around 7.05 am today...What a shame...oh well lifes like that anyway...

After so long, people tend to forget each other I think. Once they still remembered you, the next thing they just cant even recall who you are even if they saw you anywhere outside. Like today those who used to drop me a msg and they never did anymore I guess or I am just sensitive or what ever, but I am very happy that atleast someone still remembers and THEY celebrated my birthday with me even they just knew me for a month a.k.a my collegues!!! YEAH!!! Thanks guys you guys were great!!! But its sad that Winnie are going to leave us this Thursday... Thats gonna make me miss my entertainment time at working hours hohoho~~

Anyhow, tomorrow's a big test so I've gotta rush~ Thanks for those who celebrated and wished me and remembered my birthday and reminded me for my birthday! Thanks!!




"Birthday has no philosophies of my own because I have no time to rethink what happened everyday and Im busy, so.....oh well have a nice day!!"

Confusion

Yeah right, dont get me wrong by reading the title. Im not going to talk bout confucianism here, Im just confused by the way my manager acts...

At first I was thinking that I am working on a nice environment with alot of nice people, but the longer Im working there the more I found out about the dark side in this particular spa center which is having a big ECOPARADISE framed almost everywhere in this building...

Not to say that I am not satisfied by my company, overall I am quite enjoying working there abide from the boredom sometimes I can get, lol. Only today, my manager just annoyingly giving a hard time to an indonesian maid working there. Well she told us because she was a big mouth and she is doing something that wasn't a part of a job she was hired for (which is informing us that there is a malfunction on the termostate of one of the rooms there). Well then after that incident, an hour later I was being said, or being scolded (using a very soft tone which sounds like advice but I dont think its that way at all) by her for not able to get the stupid plastic bags for her =.=. And then she said being a receptionist, I wasn't only supposed to be sitting infront of the computer and keying the datas but also need to know every thing that was in the company (basically she meant those brochures and some of the products that I really dont know what they are ). My gosh, I was supposed to know everything in the company for just working there for 4 weeks? And MY JOB IS TO KEY IN THE DATA AND RECIEVE CALLS FOR APPOINTMENTS!!! Im just doing my job and whats wrong with that? And remember that she asked me to dance? Ya, that wasnt anything I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO~~ THATS NOT A PART OF MY JOB....

I felt pitty for that maid, well NOW I KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT TIME IN THE COMPANY, when there wasnt any customer I shall seek out every inch of the company and knew where everything were....swt...a hard job indeed....AND NOW THEY LACK OF PEOPLE TO HELP OUT TOO~~ IM HAVING MORE WORK LOAD.....




"Sometimes we gotta be prepared for something that we dont even think that we are going to face with, you just wouldnt know when they will come face to face to you one day, ambushing you unprepared..."

Saddening...

This, is really sad...Imagine having 6 assignments in one shot...and...not paperwork anymore this time...its field work...gosh when Im gonna dead, it must be one of these assignments...

Im currently having a harsh time on arranging my time for assignments and works because of the field work, which requires us to go DBKL (yeah, you aren't blur or what, and you definately have a sharp eyesight to have notice) and get the profile of any land which is empty and waiting for developement...worst still 5-10 acres of land isn't an easy task and we have to do population research on the area of choice and decide what are we gonna built on that land.(Oh god, take me please...)

Another thing is that we have to find any building on earth (which we decided to do it on National Library but we started to regret the moment when we saw the humongous building...) and do a fire prevent and protection system research and propose it to our lecturer and present the whole thing infront everyone...what sorta assignment is this...Im thinking making a video on this....

Harsh harsh harsh...someone somehow burst something to somebody...this is supposed to be a secret, or rather shouldn't be known not more than who should be concerned....I hate this...which means Im having a big headache now...and...maybe lost contact with bunch of people (ofcourse this is my choice, I think I should be hiding lol) at the mo...

Why everything bad had to come all at once? Why can't they be at least a bit considerate when tlaking bout other people? Why secrets aren't being kept secrets anymore? Why why why why why why????


Ahhh screw it, going to have my dinner for now...getting back when Im having a better mood...ciaoz....




"Now gossip is really an art...."

Opening Ceremony or Opening of MY Story

15th of June 2008:

Did I just said that had found a work in a SPA center? Ya, I did, and this is just MORE THAN A RECEPTIONIST....

3.15p.m. :

Molly, my manager of Ecoparadise, sudenly asked me to go with her...I felt uneasy and I knew there was something wrong but what can I do? I was like can't resist cause she is paying me to......well got to follow her up stairs.....

3.20p.m. :

Ya, I was right afterall....guess what? Molly :" Come Thye, you're gonna act...come do Swan Lakes with the uncles(of course she didnt say uncles)"
Me :"......Wh...what???"
Molly :" Yeah, go on..."
Me :" swt + T.T"

3.50p.m. :

Oh God please help me if you really existed...I don't wanna do SWAN LAKE with all these uncles...I don't understand why we need to do this stupid acting sudenly...and OH MY GOD THERE WAS PRETTIES WATCHING!!! DAMN MY IMAGE WAS ALL GONE!!!

4.15p.m. :

*Drop dead*.....
Maggie :" Thye! You looked cute~!!"
Uncle DunnoWhatIsHisName :" Hey Thye come, lets go, the had canceled the acting..."
Me :"Why?"
Uncle DunnoWhatIsHisName :"Because they can't find the right song for the acting..."
Me :" (kill me please...)"


This is really frightening...Ya I know I'm supposed to just do it, but I dislike something that just popped up sudenly...I do whatever that already has a planning to it...atleast you should've tell me earlier that I'm going to do THAT!
At least I will have more time to remember the storyline and train the moves...I was like, shocked + stunned + crazy + don't know what I am doing....crazy...its just a crazy day....


Well, atleast I get to run off the scene since they had not found the proper music for the play. Can you imagine ME DOING SWAN LAKE INFRONT THE PRESS?? And yeah, they had invited reporters from papers and TVs to interview, and they would most probably shoot me in with the stupid outfit that Im gonna wear if Im doing the swan lake.....oh God you just saved my life.....
Rewarding myself after work today, today was a really harsh day with all the press and the minister comming...atleast I had a dinner with Amelia, her sis, and Kelvin...hahaha



"Better plan before doing it, its for everyone's sake and it will lead you to success if you planned well..."

The leaving of a dearest friend

For a time like this, I think its not really a good idea to be talking something so saddening...well, at least its saddening to me...

All of them who are related to me, my families, my friends, my companions, or who ever, the one I most likely to say is that guy which I knew for decades (well just to brag..), from thinking he is this funny little guy (well he is tall actually, not little) and know him well enough to tell you that he is the best or maybe one of the best you can find on earth right now...

This friend of my, well lets call him DY here, he is the coolest friend I've ever had actually. He is kinda smart, sporting, funny, loaded but not showing off or being high on us and he is some what kind of matured.(right now of course, I'm not saying this since I knew him because we were still kids back then) We knew each other from basketball game, back then we are just merely ball mates (those you call when you can only met them strolling around the school but not talking and only come together when there is a ball game every Friday noon before class when we were in form 2...)

Soon enough we were going home together after school because I found out he just lives nearby, which is at the opposite street of my house, and was just 5 minutes walking distance. Then its just like fated that we were in the same class when we are in Form 4 and so we sat next to each other. Oh don't think that we didn't argue or have a fight, yeah we had some of those stupid fights (using our mouth of course, I never would wanna fight this karate black belt and the president of the karate club guy....) just to defend our opinions but in the end we just end up laughing at some new ideas coming out at that stupid moment hahahaha.....gosh I sure miss those days....

Back then was secondary, now we were uni students, he gets his A level and is ready to fly and accomplish his studies at Australia. In between our friendship some sort of gotten loose because some sort of reason ( I think its because of me but I don't wanna mention it here...) Well, thanks to his lovely and cute girl friend, which is a very "complicated in explaining our friendship thingy" girlfriend of his and friend of mine brought up a new spark in our friendship(which means we tend to get even closer that we already were because of her trying to ask everyone out every time they are planning on an outing just to show everyone that we aren't being left out just because they get together, which is a weird thing to do hahaha), a thousand thanks to her here...

Because of her, they always remembered me and ask me out and this really is a good thing and really kind of them to show me instead of telling me that I'm not being left out. And different from the others, which will always ditch their friends when they got hooked up or something....they always gather people around for movies and having fun together which is making everyone a strong bond with each other....

Thanks to DY here for all along his driving me here and there and always remember to ask me out and consider bout me when planning on something(although sometimes they over THOUGHT that I couldn't make it with them so they left me out sometimes but what ever....) and thanks for those advises and times to spend with a fool like me....thanks very much and I hereby wish you a good trip...ofcourse...when you are back be sure to find us, or at least your girl-friend(IF you didn't get a new one out there...hehehe)

Well this is a recent picture taken at Jogoya at 9th of June 2008

showing DY and his other half PY (lol both ends with Y)

A change of life style

It had been awhile since then, the day I've really blogged I mean...

Everything is going NOT, practically, as what other says, in a cycle. Mine for a reason, had a big change. I don't think its a bad idea afterall by having a brand new lifestyle since I'm no more than a couch potato at home before this. The biggest changes is that my dad had FINALLY got his license at April and started his LIMOUSINE driving. (yes, my dad is a taxi driver, a higher class one, but so what?) And yeah I finally had some allowance this year!! Hooray!!!

Not enough? I've started to join some activities, at least I tried to. Not bragging bout or anything but I hoped to have a some tiny (well, maybe not tiny since I never intented to join and clubs or societies since secondary) changes by spending my free time on something more worthy than playing online games or watching dramas at home. Well, for an add on, I've finally found a kinda good job as a receptionist in Ecoparadise (an Anti-Oxidant Health Spa Center, feel free to stop by anytime to try this out, it really helps improving your health!) and Im getting good pay as well!! (call Damson next month and you might be suprise that Im going to treat you for a meal or two hahaha...swt)

Hohoho, can you imagine Im also cooking dinners, doing the laundries, washing the dishes as well? These are never, NEVER my responsibilities in the past 10 years. Well, I felt that its time to learn more, to do more, and become someone that I should've been.(yeah, typical guys back in the 80's don't even know how to do laundries and can you imagine cooking dinners for your families? Unless you are a chef or cook or else it will be a women's job, no offense.) Well, I personally loves to cook some how so there isn't any problem with me cooking, but the other houseworks, I kinda hope that my siblings are going to offer themselves somehow in lightening my work loads...Lucky enough that since my workshifts are almost in the noon and my class starts at 8a.m. almost everyday and that forces them at least help to do the laundries,and housekeeping. Hehehehe.

Well, I certainly hoped that I can manage to give out sometime to join some society this sems or maybe next semester or what ever, my everyday working as a part-time receptionist are some sort of dragging me from joining any of them some how. Oh well, IF I can some how just find a slot to join them......

Yeah, I think I should stop here for this topic...see ya guys around (if really anyone reading my blog anyway) Good luck!!



"Gossip is the art of saying nothing in a way that is practically leaving nothing unsaid" - from don't know who already (shall find out again and repost his/her name here next time)

by the way. Damson is back~

Nervosa

SUNDAY!!!! But I really don't know what to write.

Right now my heart is beating fast, Im feeling nervous...for some reasons...
I dont know what to do now, Im going to panic! Heart attack!!! WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

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Better continue my nap, I dont think I can sleep well from now onwards...I've never been this nervous......

Damson Cursed Part II

I wasn't goin to UTAR at the moment...atleast I don't think I wanted to attend class for today....I wished to get myself clear....out of any troubles, which seems troubling because I can't even stop thinking bout that accident even a second...

The big mistake is really wearing me down...Im totally busted I think...unless...there is a hope that Im not convicted....or what so ever...hope everything is fine and back to normal...

One thing I've learn in this accident....NEVER NEGOTIATE WITH THE DRUNKENS....they are totally morron when they got those alcohol stucked up into their brains and asses....what ever....they just redundantly, repeatingly, continuously, talking bout the samething...I wonder how it feels like when you are drunked?? CRAZY MORRON!!

Sorry for getting rude here, I can't anyway to release my stress other than to "shout" literally into this blog....

I hope everything will be fine...continue my runaway from the reality before everything has and end to it.........



"Although running away from the problem isn't a good choice, sometimes people just can't help it but to hide from the reality..."

Damson Cursed Part I

It is really a bad day for me, or shall I say I never had any good days since concious...

Besides the upcomming results of the "erection" (by Shack), around 1.30a.m. Damson is driving down from Genting back to Kuala Lumpur and then BANG!!!!! The impact stronger than the big bang and the feeling was tremendously exciting...I've been banged from the back and HE WAS ACUSING ME THAT WAS MY FAULT! What the heck was it?? Damned life sucks all the time...

Fortunate enough, Damson's Kembara was some how stronger than that wicked Proton Wira, unfortunate enough Damson had made a bad decision after the accident. After long educated and experience how to handle a bad situation like this and I still made really bad mistakes when it happens on me. I think Im still not mature enough to handle such big problems, how can I get myself INTO such a trouble for my parents???? I really don't understand some how that is it really my fault to be like this...Im starting to confuse everything all together, stucked up very very very roughly.....

Its great to know Opposition had most of the big states and even out the power BN had all these years, sad to know, when come to my concious I had made a bad decision for my day. Sometimes, you really can't escape from the wrath of luck no matter its good or bad. I will be grounded I guess, so for if my parents wont ground me I would ground myself anyway. There is always consequences for decisions made.....

AND MY COMPUTER GOT INFECTED BY SOME KIND OF STUPID SPAM! ITS NOT A VIRUS, BUT I AFRAID IT WAS A WORM! LETS HOPE NOT!!!!!!!!

Felt weak, felt tired, felt hopeless at the moment but while typing there is an unfammiliar and strange feeling of relief...I think Im going crazy with myself...thats all for now....updating every moment when I can....ja na~



"Sometimes, you just can't avoid being caught in the middle to trouble and yet, you still have to accept that its your life..."

Damson Chronicles

Phewwwwww~~~~~

How long have it been? Few months already since I've blogged, and I think most of the regulars here ain't thinking I will be back no more....hahahahaha crapping crapping....

Its really hard to stuck 3 months stories into a single piece of blog, so shall I make it short? Ya I think I should. For the pass few months I've been missing in my blog, today shall be the free day I re-blog again and yet my mind was set blinded from everything...maybe its only my enthusiasm or what ever. Lifes been really crazy and wild out there, sometimes when you think that you are gaining, everything might as well just get back fired which just really hurting.

Once, most trusted and reliable companions might as well just bite you back later. Once I thought the company was good, it turns out we can't just judge anything by their covers. Having lots of problems around me and I think its not going to end. The best thing of all, Im always gaining experiences, always enjoy everything around, always felt hope and learn to give chances as well as grabbing them hahahaha.....

Well, Damson is just merely crapping here right now. I was trying to write something decent but I really can't think of something nice to write about....SO I think this shall be it for today, maybe next time I can have something better....ADIOS~!


"Life is not just what we are experiencing right now. The longer you live, the more your gain and understands the difficults and joy you can find in it. Be strong and have faith with your own living way."