What I am thinking in this 30 minutes...

Tuesday, 8th MAY 2007, 1.55a.m.

The night is warm, with its unusually hot air flowing all over the house. Or is it because my sitting in front of computer for a long period does that effect on me? It doesn't matter, blankness of my head causing me to unable to do anything to this post at the moment. Maybe I should give it a 5 minutes more to think about what I really wanted to write about.


Tuesday, 8th MAY 2007, 2.00a.m.

Listening to the midi. Relaxing. Thinking deeply how to construct my upcoming sentences, clause, phrase, words, alphabets...well...a little too much for that. A strong feel of writing but an empty mind without topic bounds me to where I am. Cant think of anything to write.


Tuesday, 8th MAY 2007, 2.15a.m.

Hmm, just watched a drama scene. Talking bout a rich guy with two wives and four children and how he be the great man in his family, maintaining the peace and harmonic between every family members. Well, family really does mean alot to everyone doesn't it? Without your parents you weren't here today, without your family you weren't you today, and what else? Be grateful if you have a lively family, be thankful if you have a parents that loves you so much that they were able to give up anything and everything just for you.

Think about it, when is the last time you talked heart to heart with your mom and dad? When is the last time you really communicated with them, sitting in front of them, talking about your problems, asking for "directions" and help, solving problems together with them? Or maybe, did you ever talk with them nicely even? Well, of course I hope everyone does communicate well with their parents well and love them as much as everything.

I myself sometimes have problems talking with my mom. Sometimes she is just so stubborn and wouldn't listen to what I am going to explain to her. But well, when I came to think of it every time after I quarrelled with her, I feel that there is a motherly love there. I knew she was just being too stern with her feelings and just cared about us and she wouldn't give up her point when she knew she was right (but actually my point was right too what...=.=). I love her and I really do.

As for my dad, he is a happy go lucky person. He wont hope for more and he was always being humorous and joke about everything that came to him. Even if my mom was mad he would just make some lame jokes about her...swt...I think that's the way he survived till now cause my mom, I would say frankly, was a pretty strict person and very serious about everything. Oh I have nothing to talked bout my dad, just that he sometimes are really annoying when he keeps asking us to shut up when my bro and sis are quarelling...swt...(family problems too much eh? haha, but I wouldn't call it a problem...)

Oh, for my siblings, I have one younger sister and a younger brother. Ah they cause not much problem. Just my sis always wants what everyone have and she often do not talk "nicely" what she wants from us and what she wants to tell. But it was alright since she was standard 6 and starting to obey me sometimes. My bro...smart but lazy...(like me, like elder like younger...swt)

For me, my family really means alot to me. Although there are noises all around when everyone was present but that means that they are all healthy, and at least, talking with each other. But sometimes I do hope my mom will listen to me before she concludes anything...Oh well, just hope...

Writing ends at 2.32a.m., 8th MAY 2007, Tuesday



"Family plays an important role in everyone of us. Without them we were nothing compared to the wilds. Without them we were just nothing today. Have sympathy to those without a family or a broken one. Tell everyone in your members that you love them, when you have the chance as you might not have the chance when you cant tell them anymore."

This is when my uncle's wedding last Xmas